Dream House

I found it.. my dream house… Completely ecofriendly. Water and power completely off the grid. Greenery everywhere. Huge windows that let in the sun and breeze in all the rooms. Balconies galore. In a nice community. As always its much much much beyond our budget.. typical virgo behavior makes me calculate multiple excels, creating formulas , calculating deficit and the likes Yesterday I was wondering what is in that house that is making me obsess over it? Is it the features or more than that, is it the aspirational lifestyle? The green spaces for children to play, the deck that makes me think of evening meals outside... Of mowgli and bambi making friends and running in and out of homes. Of neighbors with a similar mindset. Morning and evening walks for Cocoa...Enjoying the breeze on the terrace.. the small courtyard inside.. the attic.. i dont know. i just know that that house has a grip on me and am obsessing over it!!!