Friday, July 22, 2016

Life....

Its what drew me towards zed earth, good earth.. the community.. the fresh air.. being connected to nature...the aspiration of having a  fruitful life, one in which I contribute to society, to my family, to my work and going to bed contented.

Every couple of months, I get into this introspection.. am I doing enough.. should be doing more.. and then somehow hatch up schemes that I think will change our life.. It is this restlessness within me that I don’t understand.. The BH makes fun of me saying that if I just use the time that I spend in thinking and planning maybe things will get done faster. And for all this talk, am yet to stick onto something. A focused 30 min of exercise daily.. some prayer time regularly.. a bedtime ritual.. even something as simple as rubbing cream on my feet every night.  Is it a lack of discipline or motivation?? I don’t know. Sometime it works if i have somebody keeping a tab… after the initial burst and the subsequent lag, I find that if I stick on to something till then the internal motivation kicks in.. its just that the lag period in between is quite strong!


So here I am yet again thinking of how to improve our quality of life.. more music.. less shouting.. more loving and the feeling of being cocooned in that warmth of togetherness… To make our home a haven where we rest in peace and gain energy to face the world!